As time went on, my focus went off. I was becoming unclear. I had matches coming I was not prepared for. ( Looking back now, it was stupid and worth it. ) I was trying to remain still and stable without letting anything outside harm me on the inside. I only practiced 6 hours every day, and then I lost the remaining time.
The belief of sacrificing everything for success was right. This time I could not determine what is success to me. I searched for it, for days, and weeks, but no answers. At the end of the first two weeks, I was benched. 2 weeks later I was put into an auction. I couldn't believe it. Every day was like:
What am I doing? Every day as the auction went by, I was writing. I was writing everything down. At some point, the frustration even made me tear up 2 to 3 pages. Sold! Came the sound. 2 days later came the goodbyes of the coach, teammates, and board members. I had my last shot to go back, and I chose to move ahead.
Life Lesson: When searching/building, be ready to accept the risk of losing everything.
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