This Is Why You Are Not Working...No Purpose | Episode 60

As soon as Dad got a job, I got into the league. But with that came a lot of unknown issues. The challenges of how to cook, how to manage the house and all these came one after another. And the main challenge was the funding he had to collect to get into the league. Yes, it is sponsored, yet he wanted to ensure I got everything I wanted. Somehow at the league, I didn't feel like it, I was winning matches, but I didn't feel like it because I was missing family love. 

So at that moment, I got so much hurt & internally damaged that I didn't have to go to or come & teach me. I did not understand my pain, I was running away from it. I was running away from love, I was also running away from being cared for. Because I felt so much pain I didn't want anyone around me. If someone came in too close and showed too much love towards me, I immediately pushed them away. Then I took a hard look at my future and how my future would end up.

There was me with no one around me. That I would have everything in the world yet I would have no one to care for, love, and call as family. A family where I can share everything, build trust, & most vital of all-- be able to give love, care, and support. A family that has an open-minded look & personality. Be open to every positive experience & then live a happy family life together.

Life lesson: Take a hard look at your current life to see your future.

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