I was on the court that evening and surprisingly everyone came and sat down. I was playing the game and turning back everyone I saw everyone with a different look. I was angry and confused with them. I asked them about the match and the answers were surprising and new for me. They that it was me who caused all of this. I was controlling them too much and demanding, even more, when they were giving their 100%.
I was the only one making the plan, demanding to give more and not even asking to let anyone else make or take their own decision. Cole was up front said, " Listen, you gotta let us alone to work. I personally work alone and practice on my own terms." I was an 11-year old kid at this point and listening to all of this I didn't know what to do. I didn't even understand what are trying to tell me. This caused me to rethink the summer league.
I was upset at this point that it was me who caused them not to practice. I came home with nothing in my mind as they told me too many things for me to remember. Came home with only the wrong mood. I didn't want to talk, write or play all I wanted to do was let my anger out.
39 days to the title. Next Match- Throw Boxers.
Life Lesson- Take complaints as a map to understand that you are doing something wrong.
Summary of episode 45 in 30 seconds
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