After finishing up the match routine, I came home. The home was not feeling like home to me. It was like I don't belong here; my mind, my heart, my emotions all were on the court I couldn't understand what was going on. As I was eating my dinner, I was already angry and frustrated so much that I had not even eaten half of my dinner. I was somewhere in my mind where the match was playing again and again.
I somehow finished my food and came out. I was not going to roam anywhere my parents knew that. I came to the court with the ball and just sat there, not even entering the court. I just sat there doing nothing with myself. For I don't know long I was just out there sitting and reliving that exact moment when I saw that the Arc Flyers rebound player was rested. I kept asking myself a single question over again and again and again. That got even angrier at me. I came back home and surprisingly mom nor dad was standing at the door to ask me anything.
I went upstairs but couldn't sleep. I just kept asking myself the same question and it was not giving any answers so I started writing in the middle of the night. I wrote what I knew did-
2. We did not do our homework
3. We did not have plan B to achieve the goal
4. I went from being calm to almost angry
5. I was not thinking because I was caught by a surprise.
I need to improve my mental game and my game outside basketball.
Next Game- Paint Slithers
Game Type- Quick sneak attach in the paint
Body Type- Athlete and Agile
Strong Point- Fast Break, Breakaway points
Life Lessons- Always have multiple plans to reach the SAME goal
Summary of episode 40 in 30 seconds
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